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Monday, April 30, 2007,

labour day isnt nice.
boo. i improved for overall CA but i doubt tt's enough. o level is like. next year. plus, i havent really been on track lately. emath test is next thrusday
and i havent started studying. i died so badly for a math quiz. got like. 1/15? die. honestly, i didnt study. it totally slipped my mind.
and i failed chem. sighs. i seriously fail. i havent passed any test in chem before, even though there was only 2. sighs.
hmm, and i think my ss and lit dropped.
my physics too. dropped by3 marks.

SHE'S LEAVING ON 11TH MAY! YAYY! GOOD BYEE!! countdown: 10 days left!
ok. random. you know wad. amazingly, all the subjects she teach, did really well. i hit my personal target for both te subjects she teach. even though i hate her like anything. my. i havent hated anyone until such a state before! gosh. lol.
i hear chris daughtry!!! XD nicenicenice.

i hate all this. this fale smile i can never get rid of.the fake laughter, fake everything. im so sick and tired of everything. all the enthusiam is like. gone. going to school has become a chore, and i feel everything slipping apart. all that lies, all that masks. the fact that everyone just acts as if nothing happened. can violence solve anything? anything at all? it just makes everything worse. wasnt everything fine before? why must you make everything change so much. you make everyone hurt so badly. i can hate you so much. i want to hate you so much. can force do anything? have respect will you? you restrict so much just cz you've had them before, and its all about you. its really unfair. can i pleasee hate you?

10:47 PM